I was in the mental health hospital in 2017 when I found myself in a room with 3 other families.
One of them was N(name hidden to respect their privacy) and his mom.
N was a teenager like me. He was a sensible person.
I was sitting on my bed one evening and he said to me,”Anirban looks like A. R. Rahman.” And I said with a reflex,”A. R. Rahman. That level of success! “
I still remember the moment that came next. His mom said “You don’t have to successful like A. R. Rahman. You will be successful like Anirban(referring to me).”
This taught me that we are unique beings who are meant to be successful like ourselves. We are not here in a race. We are here to express ourselves and be ourselves. We are here to be an origianal being even if it is an original lamb than be a duplicate lion no matter how strong the lion may be. Eventually the lamb will become a lion because of its courage.
Now there’s something I must tell you.
FOMO is real. It’s called Fear of Missing Out. I am getting it.
Some days I wake up after dreaming that my close friends have got their jobs and marriage handled and I am still in college. It’s a horrible feeling.
“I don’t want to miss out on life. “ I say to myself.
But I know other people and I are different. We have different challenges, different plans, different destinies.
So I just tell myself that it’ll all be alright. No one’s looking to judge me.
I am not blaming my mental health problems. I am just setting proper expectations.
Expectations that won’t be like fake promises, that won’t show me fake timelines of success, etc.
I’d rather have a realistic dream that has practically set timelines, than to dream big and make my mental health worse in the struggle.
I am working on blogging and I am seeing a career counselor. The problem of indecision is common among human beings. It’s nothing to be ashamed about. There’s nothing wrong about asking for help.
The moral of the story is I am just having FOMO and you may be having it too because we fail to see this simple truth in our lives that we are here to be ourselves.
Success will come and it will come through hard work, consistency, determination, etc and it’ll take time.
Thanks for reading this blog post. Now a quick question- Do you feel FOMO sometimes? What do you tell yourself when dealing with it?