I wish

I wish I had the courage to tell her

That I think about her

That I care for her

That I don’t want to lose her

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I wish I had the intelligence to understand her

To feel her pain

To let her make mistakes but

To let me feel her pain

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I wish I was closer to her

To protect her

To be by her side

Even when she didn’t want me

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I wish I could be someone she prefers

Someone she thinks is handsome

And be hot and cool

And everything she adores

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I wish I could tell her

That I love her

That I just want her soul

That I just want to be there for her.

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Anirban Saren

Is making mistakes in life worth it?

I know I need to change.

Because I was wrong all this time.

When I was a teenager I ignored friends who genuinely cared for me and chased people who were too arrogant to be my friend.

In school and college I focused on the wrong sets of values – marks, college name, too much all round development activities instead of knowledge, focus and hardwork.

Truth be told I was arrogant and a lot more selfish than I am today.

But it was also not entirely my fault because it is a mental illness.

Now I feel like I made these mistakes in life unknowingly and I am feeling regret.

But if I think that way, I would be wrong.

Because people don’t regret things they did, but things they didn’t.

I actually did stuff. I failed multiple times in life. I lost friends. I messed up big time.

But that gave me wisdom.

I know the value of simplicity, humility and a realistic perspective because I had none of these values until a few years ago.

So yes, making mistakes in life is worth it 100%.

I’m glad you read this line. Thanks a lot!